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well its been almost two years since i touched this thing..wow i was a winny bitch back then.. anyways i TOTTALLY miss this old thing does anyone use live J anymore? anyways. if anyone reads this heres whats new still livin at the harbors apartments getting pretty good at the guitars havent been painting much dating a girl named Nina about 3 months now. quit Don Pablos workin at Max and Ermas. The End.
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[12 Dec 2006|09:18pm] |
hey i really dont think anyone reads this anymore so guess what i am the antichrist! haha and now no one will ever know.
anyways if you believe that and are reading this then here is my new nephew born last week.. cute.. fat. 8 lb turkey.

his name is kyler? i think he went to say tyler or kyle and choked.. and they got that.
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[24 Oct 2006|04:15pm] |
im back kidss..what a F#@KED up month lol ..my liver has put out a new body wanted add in the metro times. its moving out it hates me. so anyways.. i fucked up..im still fucking up.. but fuck you im not a whore.
well that was enough "fucks"
um does anyone use this.?? i need to get internet at my apartment maybe then ill make my myspace worth a damn to visit well. if anyone reads this anymore PARTY halloweeeeeeen tuesday the 31st. at 830 pm ( COSTUMES ARE REQUIRED!!!) at Liz and Nilos 45525 hiddenview ct utica michigan 48315 mapquest it bithces!
if you know me you BETTER COME !~!!!! we have sooo much liquor coming in from the caribbean its gonna make my liver incapable of sustaining life.
so i was dating 3 women...now im not dating any. and ive realised...IM SOOOO HAPPPPYYY!!!!!!!!! :)
its not like im not still friends with any of them but omggggg im just so glad its over with. nope the player game.. not for me.
dating .. not for me... really random great permiscuious sex... ITS FOR ME!! !:)!!
well there is a random bit of life lessons for you kids...i really just cant stand the idea of having a girlfriend right now... it seriously makes me want to vomit. and im a cancer...one of those xs musta really fucked something up in me.
anyways...been having a blast GO TIGERS!!!! WOOO! getting ready for the official nba season..goodbye rent hello beer! welcome back redwings i swear we will wear our red and white as soon as the tigers take the WORLD SERIES!! ... who the hell am i talking too?
for halloween i think im going to go as michael jackson in disguise as a priest. ..looking for new work ya know? fuck you i think its funny.
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well summer is over its been great teh apartment broke its party cherry, new loves new friends and today NEW CAT! technically the first one IVE ever owned ive been around them my whole life and have adopted the love and affection of everyone elses cats around me so i figure its time i pay for the food for one now too. lol sadly ill have to report it to the apartment and pay an extra 70 a month for him but its better then getting caught and evicted.
well anyways its been a fantastic week so far i went to lisas birthday party on saturday that was awesome cops showed up (always a good sign you are throwing a good party.) i had a lot of fun tho ( and no one tried to kick my ass this year LOL ) nate you silly little fucker you love that kid now. um made 4.00 in change playing the guitar that night i think ill actually frame the one dollar bill some girl gave me its the first dollar ive ever made playing guitar which means the guitar has payed for 1/200th of itself. :)!
alrighty well kids im off to pick up my very first kitten ever! wooo ill post his pics soon peace kids!
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[22 Jun 2006|05:42pm] |
one more update so i lost someone else this month the biggest loss 2nd biggest loss in my life. my dog katie passed away the other night at my parents house from natural causes. i cant believe at all that shes not with me anymore
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Katie "kate" Savage September 1992 - June 20th 2006
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PARTY TONIGHT AT 1030!!!! 6-22
HAWAIIAN THEMED EVERYONE GETS "LAYED"!!!!!!
if your are on my friends list you are invited bring a friend or two if u want jello shots and drunken slip and slide call for directions 810 627 9375
or mapquest it up
44209 bayview avenue apartment 41101 clinton township mi 48038
( the harbours apartments )
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oh what the hell heres alittle update for the kids.
hey everyone still left on livejournal not a lot is new with me...I GOT A DAY OFF!! wooo!!!!
so im gonna be looking for a new job really soon well the apartments looking great still alive and making it 100% on my own roommate free..just waiting for that shit storm thats lurking to ruin my good thing but so far nothin.
been drinking and dancing a lot lately single as a mother f#@ker again. loving it and hating it at the same time. i wish i was a bigger slut. anyways.. yes havent talked to the x in weeks no plans to ever talk to her again.. cept to get some of my shit back.. but im thinking id rather just count my losses. thats what sucks about loaning personal shit to a girl to make living around her a little more comfortable...your never gonna see a lot of that shit ever again. oh well live and learn... so ive gone on a few dates the last 2 weeks... all of which were fun and stuff but nothing sparked for me. i think its too soon for me to be dating.. better just be a slut instead. ...i notice the theme slut is on my mind a lot right now...i think i hate sluts. no i really do. there i just decided. i hate sluts. so therefor i will not be a slut.
so im still going to church a couple times by myself.. that sucked. its awkward and i keep getting paranoid im gonna run into the x. and blow up at her. but so far.. clean track. i have run into a few friends there tho that i didnt know went there mike for one. he was pretty cool back in the day. lets see ..i went last sunday with brandy and amanda that was cool if anyone else goes to kennsington in rochester and wants to go with me call me !!! i really like this church. saturday nights sunday morning or wednesday nights are all good for me.
so i started jogging again rachelle and i are getting on a every other day morning jog schedule. ...and today i am sick so hopefully tomorrow i will be better..
figures i get sick on my first real day off all month.
so i have a date with the starbucks girl thursday she came into my work with a friend and well i turned on that tom charm you know the one ;)
but lately ive just really been focusing on my friends that was deffinently a mistake i made with leslie we kept ourselves isolated from each others friends and locked ourselves in with one another 24/7 like some codependency drug. which led to my friends not knowing her and therefor not liking her ( stupid i know ) and basically it just sucked. lies betrayal and a fucked up combination of knowing each other just a little too well turned into a psychotic episode of " fuck yous " . oh and i finally just checked my grades.. BOO YA!!! still have a 4.0 baby!!!!! dont know how i did that in my english xtra cred. payed off because i knoooowww i totally pulled that 2,000 word research paper straight out ofmy ass... oops. you didnt read that here. later children. call me if you miss me !!!
oh my dog is being put to sleep...expect many suicidal posts in the future.
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[04 May 2006|12:24pm] |
hey kids guess what Thomas has ..yes.. drum roll...FINALLYYYY MOVEDDD OUT!!!!
one bedroom no roommates. tottal control, walk around in the nude and eat off my floor if i want to, OWN!
yes i know you are pissing yourself with joy right now.
so anyways the infamous bar bq is coming on SUNDAY the 7th at 5pm.
yes kids thats 5pm.
honestly i still dont know my address but im in building 41 last apartment on the left bottom floor...yea ill put a mapquest in here soon. because none of this is any help.
call me at 810 627 9375 if you are unable to find this place after i put in the directions more clearly.
im at the harbours on heyndreic and hall road.
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the bad news is im not sure how im gonna move all of my furniture without pissing off a lot of my friends the good news is i just saved a lot of money on my car insurance.
so more good news im not going to jail for assult and battery. woo . i just thought i would update that kinda. i started going to church with leslie its kinda the only time we spend together anymore but ive been seeing a lot of my old friends again which is good not like i ever abandonded them but its just coincidental. i really like this church tho its called kennsington ( oh shut up Jen dont gloat Tom the agnostic is finding christ yes you win.) lol anyways um im doing a lot better emotionally lately. Havent felt much like "jerking the wheel into a goddamn bridge embankment" yea..works going better too..school.. eh slipping but not drowning just quite yet. im such a lazy fucker. well not really i just think there are more important things i could be doing. which does sound stupid but i likd helping other people before i help myself.. i feel like in return what goes around comes around soo...if i just help everyone else evenutally someone will help me if i cant help myself in time.
what am i talking about you guys dont give a shit about this. :) ok ill stop.
sooo does anyone out there in livejournal land wanna make a few bucks ? well if you have monday free ( the 1st of may) and you have a truck or trailor and can help my move my couches and entertainment center to the harbors im moving there and i would be stoked if you could help :)
ill pay for your gas and throw a lil extra your way for your time :) let me know if you can help call me at 810 627 9375
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well so yeah i kinda fucked up pretty bad this weekend its nothing im proud about so i wont be writting in any detail in here about it. If nothing severe happens as a result of my actions then thats where it hopefully ends.
other then that my easter sucked ...or did it? well i didnt go home to my family i instead sat in my car after working all afternoon and i drew some things..then i went to leslie's apartment and we hung out a little bit got drunk the next morning i came to the library to do some homework but i got distracted .. a lot like right now and didnt accomplish anything. So i went back to leslies and cleaned out my car somewhat and we went to Chilis for lunch then we took a walk together and sat on the balcony with the cats and watched Big Fish and i went home...finally. Ive been, how do you say, DEPRESSED. Isnt it fun? i really hope everything gets better once i move out again. I have less then two weeks to go, whoo hoo! Ive really screwed myself this month though i should have been saving a lot of my money but somehow...well i just havent. i mean i guess most of it did go to bills on credit cards that i ran up wrecklessly so its good that im clearing those out a little more before walking out solo for the REAL first time.. no help no roommates..its exciting and a little nervous. because one i really dont like my job anymore i cant even make money like i use to because i cant stand working there any longer then i have to.
so anyways friendly reminder all- MAY 7TH - sunday - BARBQ/housewarming party at my new apartment ill post directions and my address later this week. just so its clear this is not a kegger its a bar b q fun people a few beers old friends :) keggers will be in the future like old times i assure you lol
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hey kids whats new um..still moving out end of this month on may 1st im so excited 24/7 that its hard for me to focus:) im here at the library right now with leslie not a lot new with me just working ..im still having the bar b q on may 7th ( thats a Sunday for you non calandar processing folks. ) so hope to see many of you there and post me some love. peace. -tommygun
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hey kids..just started this self portrait today in class this is how far i got :) its colored pencils. using 4 colors. i likes it cant wait till its finished tho. tell me what you think..
MOVING TO HARBOURS ON MAY 1st! bar BQ housewarming party on SUNDAY THE 7TH!! COME ONE COME ALL!
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you know whats funny taking breaks from each other ( leslie and I ) ..usually just leads us into spending more time together...does that make sence. of course not.. am i complaining..only slightly.
so just been working a lot in school and work..busy boy i must say. Um yea still havent moved out..just expressing my procrastination proclamation um..might need to settle with a roommate...i just dont WANT TO!!!! i want my own place..but.. im a waitor.sucks. unless i can just find something for about 450.00 a month with at least 2 utilities..but i cant seem to find anything but some private owned duplex apts in Mt.Clements...not bad..just kinda.. i dunno...dirty.
seriosly .. do i write about ANYTHING else in here anymore? NO!!!what the hell happened to me i use to have such an exciting life.. i dont like growing up no more.
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so people still do use the good ole livejournal since the myspace yawn. well alright then...been a hellofa month .. my brother...not so well..may not be seeing him for a very very unjustifiable long time. thats all i have to say about that. leslie and i have been doing very well lately last night she met Tammy and we went over there for dinner with audrey and her bf mike the 6 of us and lou sat around eating dinner and drinking and laughing the night away just chillin out here at the library for a lil bit waiting to go to work at 4..come visit me and tip me well im broke bitches!!!
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well kids here it is my 7th year in a row now spending valentines alone and HORRIBLE!!
if you havent heard i have a valentines day curse. and it has yet to be broken.
This year leslie and i are broken up and stupid things have again happen to make us both uncomfortable and does not want to be around my ass tonight.
last year- single.
year before that brief dating episode that ended a month prior to V day.
year before again just single several dating episodes that never led anywhere.
year before that sara and i had a fight on v day. two days later my best friend died of brain cancer.
year before that single
year before that sandy and i broke up on valentines day. oh joy!
year before that moved to michigan had to leave long term girlfriend in Indiana.
oh shit its been 8 years....i just didnt notice till the 7th.
i know its acurse because i always meet or patch things up with the significant other briefly after that stupid halmark holida has passed over. and things always turn sour immediatly prior.
so yet again this day.. SUCKS!!!! IT SUCKS MORE THEN THE SUCKIEST SUCK THAT EVER SUCKED!!! IS IT FUCKING OVER YET!!?!!?
Charlies trial has been pushed back yet again. no germany this saturday no answers no peace.
i overselpt today missed my first class, i broke down and bought the killers cd...i think the rest of the album..well it kinda sucks. sorry. waste of my 10$
um..so i need to get drunk tonight damnit!who wants to get plowed with me and make out?! :)
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[09 Feb 2006|04:52pm] |
hey its me.. i dont think im very happy still. Things are all going ok but im still anxious bitter and depressed and being drunk is pretty much the only time i forget about feeling that way for a short time.leslie thinks i need to speak to a councilor ( sp? )..isnt that what she is? but i guess its not right to speak to her about such things. .. i dont pay her.
my brother may never be seen again after next week i guess its safe to say that now. I dont know how i feel about that i feel kinda uncomfortable right now.
im really broke. I shouldnt be Broke. beer is not that expensive in a grocery store and i havent been buying anything else so wheres all my money? i know ive been working.
are you really reading all of this? why?
im super bored and im actually getting semi- shitty grades in school.. ive already gotten three "Bs" ...ive never gotten a B in college. certainly not a crummy community college. thats fucked. good bye 4.0 GPA
I feel really stupid lately. and fat again.
i lost 9 lbs...i think i gained back 5 or so.
yes, i know you dont care.
im working tomorrow night.. idont want to work. i dont like my job anymore. and my favorite boss has been transfered. Traci is ok but Keith was the man. i got everything from him schedule wise. This sucks.
im thinking i may have to break down and accept that i will need a roommate or ill be drowning and ill probably kill my self after enough of that.
i wish i coulda moved in with Joe/larry/ and Dru but 3-4 people would just be way too much stress on me not that they are stressful guys or that they bother me in anyway but i just want one roommate. one person to depend on one person to worry about. unless the house was REALLY REALLY REALLY huge, then that would be different.
i really dont know why im just rambling on here. Leslie wants me to start going to church with her at Kennsington. i would go and it sounds interesting but i feel like i would be compromising my values. im an agnostic. i have a relationship with god its just not a christian POV one. and im happy that way...shes christian..she dont look too happy. but i suppose being open minded as i am it couldnt hurt.. nothing else seems to be working for me lately.
ok children thanks for skipping my livejournal and reading those of the people you actually know.
im just gonna go sit over here...yeah..thanks.
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[01 Feb 2006|06:34pm] |
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First off didnt anybody have an opinion about the small photos of the painting ive done recently that i posted last week? i havent gotten one comment! seriously people!
dude im being stalked by a dude.this indian guy has come into my work twice this week and today he requested me to my boss by name etc.. not a big deal but seriously...i barely even spoke to him when he came hes like early 20's and now hes here at the library waving at me and keeps looking at me.
Im not Gay.
For the love of god people IM JUST NOT!!!
but the wierd thing is i think this guy has a "girlfriend" but he may have been talking about a guy..do gay guys ever call their boyfriends their girlfriend?
i dont know.
hmm... im very much bored right now i suppose i should go and get really drunk that would be the fun thing to do right now :)
" hmm i look good. hey everyone come see how good i look!"
great news people! absolutly nothing!
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[31 Jan 2006|01:10pm] |

sigh... i really wanna move out again ..:(

but ive just got to find my own place in a resonable sum...


Nothing new going on... just gonna be working a lot so i can save up about a grand this month and then be moved out again by march 1st.
leave me some love im kinda down today...
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